sábado, 7 de noviembre de 2009

Placebo will always be the one

Bright Lights

Cast your mind back to the days
When I pretend I was okay
I had so very much to say
About my crazy living

Now that I've stared into void
So many people I've annoyed
I have to find the middle way
A better way of giving

So I haven't given up
But all my choices and my good luck
Appear to go and get me stuck
In an open prison

Now I'm trying to break free
Being in a state of empathy
Find a true and inner me
Erradicate the schism

No one can take it away from me
And no one can tear it appart

Cause a heart that hurts is a heart that works
A heart that hurts is a heart that works

A heart that hurts is a heart that works

A heart that hurts is a heart that works

No one can take it away from me
And no one can tear it apart
Maybe ellaborate fantasy
But it's the perfect place to start

Cause a heart that hurts is a heart that works
A heart that hurts is a heart that works

domingo, 25 de octubre de 2009

Relax

Relax, Take It Easy
Mika
Took a ride to the end of the line
Where no one ever goes.
Ended up on a broken train with nobody I know.
But the pain and the longing's the same
When you're dying.
Now I'm lost and I'm screaming for help alone.

Relax, take it easy
For there is nothing that we can't do.
Relax, take it easy
Blame it on me or blame it on you.

It's as if I'm scared.
It's as if I’m terrified.
It's as if I'm scared.
It's as if I'm playing with fire.
Scared.
It's as if I'm terrified.
Are you scared?
Are we playing with fire?

Relax
(Love) There is an answer to the darkest times.
It's clear we don't understand it, but the last thing on my mind
Is to leave you.
I believe that we're in this together.
Don't scream – there are so many roads left.

Relax, take it easy
For there is nothing that we can't do.
Relax, take it easy
Blame it on me or blame it on you.

viernes, 23 de octubre de 2009

THE CAPE OF STORMS
HYDE
So where do I sail?
A ship losing control
My cries swallowed up,
Lost in the raging sea

So where has love gone?
Will I ever reach it?
The Cape of Storms echoes the pain I feel inside

You'll never notice
The colour of sin
Just as the storm clouds close in
It's dark

Here in the shadows
I am pursued
Until the ends of the earth
Embraced

The ghost ship wanders far
For there is no guiding star
And this treasure has no meaning anymore

So where do I sail?
A ship losing control
My cries swallowed up,
Lost in the raging sea

So where has love gone?
Will I ever reach it?
The Cape of Storms echoes the pain I feel inside

You know completely
The taste of sin
Melting sweet in your mouth
Like chocolate

A moment of pleasure
You are fulfilled
But every dream has its time
To die

The ghost ship wanders far
For there is no guiding star
And this treasure has no meaning anymore

Will this be my fate?

So where do I sail?
A ship losing control
My cries swallowed up,
Lost in the raging sea

So where has love gone?
Will I ever reach it?
The Cape of Storms echoes the pain I feel inside

¿Qué tal, "desespero"?

Es increíble cómo de instante a otro todo puede cambiar

Se puede pisar la luna, se puede iniciar la guerra,

Y también se puede inundar en lágrimas toda una vida en recuerdos y planes.

Y si lo que siempre se buscó fue una explicación… ¿Qué te parece el desespero?

Desespero por estar contigo la mayor cantidad de tiempo posible

Desespero por que “allá” sea ahora. Desespero porque ahora no veo una salida

Desespero porque no quiero llorar todas las noches. Desespero porque no quiero estar donde me encuentro

Desespero porque siento que todo el mundo se posa sobre mis hombros,

Y no puedo con la carga, de sentirme señaladas, de que todos me digan qué debo hacer y qué no.

Sencillamente es muy difícil para mí. Sentir que quien siempre me alcahueteó los sueños cada vez se encuentra más y más lejos.

Y que yo simplemente paso a ser alguien más. A quien no se puede comprender.

No, definitivamente no me siento bien.

Someone else's song

Last Song
Gackt

Atemonaku hitori samayoi aruki tsuduketa
Kasukana toiki wo tada shiroku somete
Utsuri kawari yuku kisetsu no sono hakanasa ni
Wake mo naku namida ga koboreta
“Ima mo aishite iru...”

Furi tsuduku kanashimi wa masshiro na yuki ni kawaru
Zutto sora wo miageteta
Kono karada ga kieru mae ni ima negai ga todoku no nara
Mou ichido tsuyoku dakishimete

Wakari ae nakute nando mo kizutsukete ita
Sonna toki demo itsumo yasashikute
Fui ni watasareta yubiwa ni kizamarete ita
Futari no yakusoku wa kanawa nai mama ni
“Ima mo oboete iru...”

Tooza karu omoide wa itsumademo mabushi sugite
Motto soba ni ita katta
Mou nido to ae naikedo itsumo soba de sasaetekureta
Anata dake wa kawara naide ite

Saigo ni miseta namida ga kese nakute

Kono shiroi yuki tachi to issho ni kiete shimatte mo
Anata no kokoro no naka ni zutto saite itai kara

Yori sotte daki atta nukumori wa wasure nai de ne
Chigau dareka wo aishite mo
Saigo ni kiita anata no koe wo kono mama zutto hanasa nai mama
Fukaku nemuri ni ochitai
Furi tsuduku kanashimi wa masshiro na yuki ni kawaru
Zutto sora wo miageteta
Kono karada ga kieru mae ni ima negai ga todoku no nara
Mou ichido tsuyoku dakishimete

“Mou ichido tsuyoku dakishimete...”


---english---

Walking around aimlessly by myself
Breathing a faint sigh, my breath turns white
Seasons change, and in this fleeting season..
My tears fall for no reason
"Even now, I still love you..."

Falling sadness transforms into pure white snow
I'm always looking at the sky above me
Before this body disappears, I want to reach the wish I have now
Once more, I want to hold you
How many times have we not understood and hurt each other
But even at those times, we were still gentle
Engraved on the ring that you suddenly gave back to me
..Was our promise that will never come true
"Even now, I remember..."

These far off thoughts are just brilliant flashes in my memory
I wanted to be next to you
Even though I can't see you anymore, I'll always be next to you
I never want you to change

I can't erase those last tears that you showed me [from my memory

In your heart, if I disappear along with all these snowflakes
I want to bloom [in your heart once again]
Don't forget the warmth of us being close together, and hugging
Don't forget even if you love someone else
I'll never let go [of the memory] of when I heard your voice last and so
..I just want to fall into a deep sleep
Continuously falling sadness transforms into pure white snow
I'm always looking at the sky above me
Before this body disappears, I want to reach the wish I have now
I want to hold you once more
"I want to hold you once more..."

viernes, 16 de octubre de 2009

Look for the truth

Look for the Truth
Iron Maiden
(Bayley / Gers / Harris)

All my dark dreams drift like smoke in the breeze
The fear grips me as I fall toward my sleep
Here comes the nightmare that never ends
Here is the dream that makes monsters of men

In the house of my soul, in rooms of ugliness and cold
Memories locked away, all the doubts and fears I never faced
Now they come again, I am falling down to meet with them
Fears within us all, mine awake and they stand up tall

Look for the truth – Deepest cut of all from you
Knife of the truth – Blade of hatred slicing through

I pray my sleep will break maybe this time I won't wake
Weakness I hide so well, this dagger in my mind will tell
It's my final stand I make a fist out of each hand
To shadows of the past take a breath and I scream attack

Look for the truth – Deepest cut of all from you
Knife of the truth – Blade of hatred slicing through
Here is the truth – Deepest cut of all from you
Knife of the truth – Blade of hatred slicing through

lunes, 12 de octubre de 2009

Hoy.

Llueve.
Una taza de té, dos tazas de té
Verde o Negro?
Un chai estaría bien.

Estará bien escuchar Siouxsie en un día como éste?


Mood: Nana-esque

sábado, 1 de agosto de 2009

Glamorous Sky (Eng Version) by Hyde

I could have seen the other side
Taking a step into the sky
Ah, I'm always late

I could have done the same routine
Showing the old and golden scene
I'm lying again
To make them go
Wearing again my rocking shoes
Over the puddles made of tears
Flash back
I know you're clever
I remember

I know we could cross over rainbows
I wish that we could aim the sun again
I know we could dream for tomorrow
To share the long forgotten Glamorous days

I could have done a lot for you
Nothing was left for me to do
Ah, I'm always late
I let you go
You always said it's ROCK'N ROLL
Life is a battle, fight and grow
Flash back
I loved your flavour
I remember

I know we could shine like the starlight
I wish that we could aim the sky again
I know we could dream for tomorrow
To share the long forgotten Glamorous days

I won't be sleeping
 
Sunday, Monday,
Yet another Tuesday
Wednesday, Thursday, You're still away
Friday, Saturday, I'll be lonely everyday
And I'm crying high up to the moon
And I somehow hope to hear you cry

I know I could fight all the troubles
If only I could stay there on your side
I know I should dream on my own now
To chase the long forgotten Glorious days

I know we could cross over rainbows 
I wish that we could aim the sun again
I know we could dream for tomorrow
To share the long forgotten Glamorous days

Glamorous Sky

domingo, 12 de julio de 2009

Refill my soul

Way far beyond
Inside of me
Where I hide to be alone
For my beloved
Sometimes I need my space
Please try to get long
(with me)

Fill my whole life
With your heart of gold
You're my suicide
The sweetest of them all

Soften my fall
Thru' all these fears
When I try to get along
You're my beloved
In your embrace I'll fall
There I'm safe and not alone

lunes, 30 de marzo de 2009

Is that all there is?

I remember when I was a girl
Our house caught on fire
And I'll never forget the look on my father's face
As he gathered me in his arms
And raced to the burning building out on the pavement
And I stood there shivering
And watched the whole world go up in flames
And when it was all over
I said to myself
"Is that all there is to a fire?"

Is that all there is?
Is that all there is?
If that's all there is, my friends, then let's keep dancing
Let's break out the booze and have a ball
If that's all there is

And when I was twelve years old
My daddy took me to the circus
The greatest show on earth
And there were clowns
And elephants
Dancing bears,
And a beautiful lady in pink tights flew high above our heads
And as I sat there watching
I has the feeling that something was missing
I don't know what
But when it was all over
I said to myself
"Is that all there is to the circus?"

Is that all there is?
If that's all there is, my friends, then let's keep dancing
Let's break out the booze and have a ball
If that's all there is

And then I fell in love
With the most wonderful boy in the world
We'd take long walks down by the river
Or just sit for hours gazing into each other's eyes
We were so very much in love
And then one day
He went away
And I thought I'd die
But I didn't
And when I didn't
I said to myself
"Is that all there is to love?"

Is that all there is?
If that's all there is, my friends, let's keep...

I know what you must be saying to yourselves
If that's the way she feels about it
Then why doesn't she just end it all
Oh no, not me. I'm not ready for the final disappointment
'Cause I know just as well as I'm standing here talking to you
That when that final moment comes
And I'm breathing my last breath
I know what I'll be saying to myself
"Is that all there is?"

Is that all there is?
If that's all there is, my friends, then let's keep dancing
Let's break out the booze and have a ball
If that's all there is

PJ Harvey - Is that all there is

domingo, 29 de marzo de 2009

Tiempos Modernos



¿En qué hemos sido convertidos? En una pieza del sistema.
¿Seguimos siendo humanos? No, hemos sido reducidos a una tuerca más de la gran máquina.
¿Y qué pasó con nuestras mentes? El mecanicismo y la rutina sistemática nos enloquecieron.
¿De qué dependemos? De la productividad y el proceso productivo, no importa la clase social. Dependemos tanto del proceso como del resultado.
¿De quién es la culpa? De quien le convenga a aquél que tiene mayor poder.
¿Dónde nos liberamos? Dentro o Fuera. No se sabe dónde está la paz.
¿Y quién se hace cargo? No es la ley, es quien ha vivido y conocido.
¿Y en qué consiste la felicidad? En poder vivir la vida de la manera más sencilla y libre.
¿Y por qué no la tenemos? Porque se nos humilla y cohíbe.
¿Y qué es la libertad? Algo ilegal.
¿Y qué nos queda de la vida? Vivir con nuestros sueños e ilusiones.
¿Y qué hacemos con ellos? Seguirlos hasta el final sin importar qué pase.

domingo, 8 de marzo de 2009

World of Glass

Stay with me...

We are the ones God hated.

I'm a falling stone in a world of glass,

I'm a ticking bomb with a smiling mask.

Most times - 14 days ago

Most times things and moments are not as they seem to be, they are constantly changing and we're able to see only the top of the iceberg, the current mutation.
Most times we need to ask ourselves: How deep does the rabbit whole go? We seem lost in our lives when the only thing that matters is what we see, and we stay with that vision.
The most important question at this time is: Why?

Never stop being curious kids,

sábado, 28 de febrero de 2009

Quotes of Myself, to myself.

- The only thing you need when there are tears in your eyes is a forced kiss.

- It is way better to write down everything you need to say, because only that way you won't be interrupted.

- A look in the eyes can either make you feel the one, or destroy you. I prefer not to give a look when I know it is going to hurt.

- To say I'm sorry helps, but it won't make me feel better.

- If you truly love someone, never let them go, you won't feel the same one more time.

(To be continued)